Dear Meech,
I need for you to realize that your potential stretches behind the galaxy and then some.
Your focus on success is the only option, it’s inevitable.
You are the black man with a dream to be successful by any means necessary.
What is your plan to become the richest in the universe?
Get rich or die trying to be honest I would be lying if I said death isn’t an option…
This is my opinionated fact
A deep yearn to thrive,
but I don’t deserve the success Satisfaction…
something I don’t deserve It became the beginning of the end
I had already earned it My demons did this to me
My drive for success really keeps me from ending it all
Let me break this down for you even more
My reality stemmed from my dreams becoming nightmares
The pressure of being a first-generation broke me mentally
I was at the point where I was walking with my own demons
Blending into temptation In Chicago,
I once had a deep love to be the best
That idea never worked so I adapted to change
Pained and depressed I progressed into what you see today
There was a sound that turned into words
Let Me In and that’s exactly what I did I let you in
and it cost me everything I chose you over May 31, 2018, and
once again March 20, 2020, What makes me consistently choose you?
You ghosted me when I needed you
Where are you? I need help I’m at my deep end drowning in the decisions I made yesterday
All just to be better than what I was I did it for the future,
but my results never showed
The only thing that showed was my heart
The evil made it go from red to black
Get me outta here save me from myself and my future
The Blackheart
The persona that blends the Joker with symbiote spiderman
A yearn for power but the fear is not shown but there is a fear
Fear that I would tarnish all of my grandparents’ hard work
Most importantly fear of failing my son
Son, If you’re reading this don’t get stuck living in the idea of being great.
Enjoy life before the demons come to get you.
Once you cross that line between reality and fantasy there is no going back into your old self.
Do not fear failure, embrace it and change it for the better.
If I never tell you enough I love you and will do anything to keep you safe.
This is simply a figment in a manipulated lifestyle destined to be great
But the reality has the facts and the dreams have the possibilities
Success is inevitable,
and Failure is measured by growth
To whom this may concern, this is my letter.
I love ya’ll Sincerely, Meech
